I have decided to disappear from the face of the Earth for an indefinite amount of time.  I just deleted Trillian from my computer.  Also, I went on facebook and turned EVERYTHING off.  So basically my profile is a skeleton with no wall or pictures or anything.  Very minimalist indeed.  In the later weeks I'm not going to cook for my housemates anymore.  I'm going to buy just what I need for myself and nothing more.  Furthermore, I'm going to sit alone everywhere I go, whether it's Duffield Hall or a restaurant, and the only human interaction I will have is during labs, meetings, or class.  We'll see how this turns out.

Currently Listening The Needles The Space By Straylight Run see related

Lyrical Lies

I'm usually pretty good about putting my ideas on paper.  I can write about anything, whether it's a lab report or a fictional story.  What I have real trouble writing about, however, is how I feel about someone, much less a song about how I feel about someone.  After being in a quasi-emo band for a year I really should be comfortable with this, but I'm not.  Sometimes I think I'm just trying to be too cool, but even if I wasn't, I don't think I can bring myself to expose such things to an audience and, above all, to my subject.  So in that sense, maybe it's not because I simply can't describe this magical feeling I have, it's just that I am preventing myself from accessing it and breaking it down.  I hate it when other people breach my protective shell, and I suppose that includes myself.  I suppose this is why all those other emo guys are famous while I'm sitting here with a blank slate.  Frack.

I BLEW A SMOKE RING TODAY!!!! =D

i suppose this makes me a smoker.

Currently Listening The Final Countdown By Europe see related

 This guy is truly all that is man, and my new hero.  I once saw him grab a snake and wack in on the ground and proceed to eat it.  Another time he grabbed a fish out of the water with his bare hands.  But nothing quite beats biting into a live fish and watching its guts squeeze out the side.  Guys think big muscles and badass attitudes are what makes a person manly but this guy's primal instinct just blows them all away.  What a beast.

not to mention eating a dead zebra

and what's even more amazing is that amanda's just as beast!  look at that!  she caught a pidgeon with her bare hands!  she could eat it alive if she wanted to.

I am so.  frickin.  excited.

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